I’m happy these days, I’m under the impression of rapid progress and this is so cool. I also began to take art class, 2hours a week. I’m trying to learn as much as possible from the professor, the other students. It’s like a whole new world of possibilities.
Last weeks were painful, and it’s not easy every day, because my life was such a mess and i’m finally taking care of it, but it’s so beautiful guys because you know I was sure i was dying and that I would never make it so far. I was pretty depressed, and tried to kill myself when I was 18, and since that moment I was like in a coma, you know maybe what it is like.
Memories of my life are at the same time blurry and crystal clear, like it was the film from someone else imagination. But guys, since I started to take commissions from you, since Niumi, who appeared to be my little sister (no shit guys, I broke up with my family and here my sister, appearing like a guardian angel, making me believe i’m worth of being loved.Thank you I love you and if ever my other sister and my brother are reading this I love you too with so much force that tears of joy come each time I’m thinking of you.), since then, life is lighting up.
I’m in my new appartment now. I’m slowly healing. My body is not always very cooperative, so i’m sick half of the time, but I’m going to the doc’, i’m taking time for me, trying to stop being overwhelmed by culpability of everything I could think of.
Those last weeks were difficult, guys, but so beautiful I’m beginning to just enjoy life.
Fuck, it’s so fucking awesome to do this. I’m happy guys. I don’t even have a specific reason. I’m just happy. Thank you for all of this. Thank you my sisters and brother, thank you my friends, thank you my love, thank you every person who ever look at a work from me and find something in it for them. I love you.